| Day 2 of chilling out. I think I might make my mom's cream cheese chocolate chip cookies. :D And play videogames. My throat is filled with pus, I can just feel it, and it's gross and not coming out and I want it toooo. But the rest of me is fine. You'd think this would make me not hungry or something but I like the feeling of cleanliness food gives it after I eat something so I ate like a mountain of things last night. Bahhh.
Also, I was thinking about how fucking bored I'd be if I didn't have school. What will I even do once I graduate? Must think of philanthropic goals to fulfill waste time. Or invest in cable television like everyone else. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| So I got the h1n1 vaccine on wed and I have a virus today. Not strep like I thought, and not h1n1 or anything, but I definitely have the "beginnings of a virus" and I'm contagious. So no work for me til Sunday! Funny how life works.
So tonight in my spare time I finally learned how to make my mom's helishki, but I made it with artichoke hearts and it's pretty good. I want to say it needs more butter but uh...there's a lot of butter in it so I wonder how much my mom actually puts in it. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Sometimes I really feel like Eastern Connecticut is this place where people get sucked into and NEVER GROW THE FUCK UP. They never change.
Today's example is Edwin Barrios. Let's ignore the laundry list of reasons why I don't like him but instead get to the jist. Long ago (when Zack was in high school) I had a crush on Edwin and he made it seem like he liked me back but then he went and dated Devon Merchant instead. Okay, I WAS very pissed, but after a few years I was like "Whatever, it's in the past. I don't care." Edwin would come into DQ and talk to me. This was like early 2008 maybe. We become loose friends.
During this time he asks me out on a date, and I explain to him you know, while we were friends, I can't do that. Why. Has to know why. MUST know why. So I explain to him that it's just weird for me because he rejected me for someone else before and I have like..deep issues with people leaving me for other people. And I wish I could make THIS shit up: he tells me that I'm immature, bitter, and that "no wonder why Shawn left you."
Let's pretend this wasn't right after Shawn left me and I wasn't in a suicidal state. Let's PRETEND even like he fucking met Shawn, knew anything about our relationship, and he has a fucking clue about what he's talking about.
I was like...WOW. You're immature. Get away from me. (paraphrased because I can't be bothered to remember but I remember attempts at being respectful while still telling him off...which is what that is for me). He says some choice words and crawls back under whatever hole he lives under.
He tries to friend request me last night. No message or anything. I decided to respond with "Look I really don't think I need to remind you as to WHY I want you to just forget about me and stay away from me. So good luck with life." He responds back with "oh why looks like someone still hasn't grown up well same to you then."
Ummmm RIGHT. H'okay. Getting rid of losers is perhaps the smartest thing I've ever done for myself. He's blocked now (after sending a snide comment about "says the person who talks smack when he's rejected....") and I don't think I'll be worrying about him soon. But still. Really? Really. Let's just lie to ourselves. And to prove how I've grown up I didn't make a comment about how he's gained two more chins and cup sizes since last talking to him. I'm actually really proud of myself. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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